Sunday, March 6, 2011

What is sleep?

I hate not being able to sleep. Especially after having a complete meltdown last night (most likely due to lack of sleep and working like crazy both at work and around the house)! So I have decided to blog and read. Well I guess I shouldn't say blog, what I really mean is update my blog creatively, I am planning and working on completely redesigning it. I am really excited! I really miss being creative, I haven't designed anything in so long that I thought this would be a good way to get the ball rolling again. So let me know what you think (once I get it done) I am always wanting to improve, so any suggestions are encouraged!!

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Almost There

With baby Landon ready to come any day now, my nesting is in full swing! I am loving it and hating it all at the same time. I have never had the ambition to purge the unwanted/unneeded stuff in my life and organize what I do need. Things are looking great around here and I am hoping that this pregnancy characteristic sticks with me long after Landon is here. I feel that there is still tons to do but with getting closer everyday I am getting more and more uncomfortable and sore, so I am trying not to push it especially after working all day. I have certainly reached the point that I just want him here, I am getting really anxious, and excited about it, which I never thought would happen. It is such a weird feeling for me to be excited about being a mom mainly because I have always been terrified of not only the responsibility of raising another human being but just terrified in general! I have put all my trust in God that I will raise my son to be a good person that loves Him just as much as I do!!