I am beginning view life differently as I continue my journey as a young wife and mother. There are so many things that eat at my heart and soul and knowing what to do or how to handle certain situations is becoming harder and harder! A long time ago I said in one of my postings that I struggled with knowing what to write/talk about. I felt I was a private person, I still am to an extent. I have always really struggled with showing and conveying how I am feeling and what is really going on in my heart (only the people that I am closest to get to see that). This is where I am at a crossroad I feel free to talk about all the good things and maybe some scary things about my life but non of the bad or the hardships that I go through. How much should I share? I'm not saying that things will change as far as what I am posting but I guess what I am saying is that although things look good from what is being said there are times where I struggle with internal battles. To be honest I'm not quiet sure why I am even typing this, I am not looking for sympathy or wanting people to fish for information. I guess i don't really know where I am going with this. I also hope that people don't get me wrong I really do love my life, my son, my job, where I am living, even the train that run behind my house about every 15 minutes and seems to get louder and louder...everything! This will probably be the last time I can post anything for a little while I don't really have Internet and my mom and nephew are coming in s couple days to spend not quite a week with me. I am s excited to see them!! Anyway Landon and I are doing great here in Wilmore Ky. Although Landon struggles at night with being in a new place I'm sure he will be back to sleeping all night again soon (at least I hope he will) !
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